Yes, I am positive, Yes, I am loving life, and Yes, I am happy most of the time....Why wouldn't I be? I have an amazing life! I have a beautiful, healthy, intelligent and loving daughter, and I'm married to a man that loves me more then I thought I could be loved, siblings that keep me laughing and young, and fun, and supportive parents and Inlaws that love me for who I am. Why wouldn't I be Happy? What more is there to ask for? Sure, we could use more money in our bank account, yeah having another vehicle would be great, and yes the thought of how much easier life would be if I wasn't "sick" has crossed my mind...but no I'm not going to sit around and mope and cry and bitch about it...Every morning I get up..suck it up, take my meds, workout and go on with my day with the best attitude I can have..I go to work and work HARD to help my family and our situtation. I see my husband as my partner and my equal. I appreciate everything he does for his family, and I let him know that I know he does his BEST to give us the life we have and I don't expect or demand more then he gives.
I'm sure as heck not going to have people make me feel like being happy and positve isn't the right way to live...I've learned that happiness comes from within and if your not happy with yourself you can't be happy with anyone else...I tried to be a good friend, offer help in whatever way I could, I gave advise, and listened to all the negativity...in the end I came out as the "bad guy"...funny how people's minds work...at the end of the day I stand by what I say...you are not a victim of anyone else but yourself and until you realize that, it's so long "friend." Good luck with the way you live your life. I'm moving on with my "happy and postive life."
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